I ruined my life in 1 night.

Obeng1 min read·1 hour ago

I was in a relationship for over 5 years.

I always tried to convince me that i really love her but deep down i didnt.I remember the first night where she slept in my arms, she was so happy… I never found the courage to end the relarionship, because i always look at it through her eyes and how she would feel if i break up.

Cheating was and will always be the end of a relationship . So i hoped for a long time she cheats on me.

Well guess what happenend, i went out to have a few drinks with coworkers. A few drinks too many.

I ended up cheating on my then girlfriend, with a married woman. The woman was known to have an open marriage. It doesnt matter tho.

Shortly after i broke up with my ex.

(I never regretted the break up, i hope she findstrue love as soons as possible)

I completely betrayed my ex and myself just to get out of the relationship.

Marriage was always holy to me, and cheating disgusting. And this will stay the same.

And i fucking did the worst 2 things i can imagine.

9 months later and i still feel like dying everyday. 29 years of beeing a wonderful human being thrown out of the window in 1 night.

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